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Disclosure, part 2
“Yes, I’ve used pornography.” I couldn’t believe what I was hearing, but as soon as he said it all the puzzle pieces began to drop into place. Everything I had been reading about sexual dysfunction –...
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Jericho Road
here i lie stripped and bleeding on the road bruised and broken, left for dead would you just pass me by? avert your eyes? pretend to look at anything but me? you’re...
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Catch Up 1 – H’s Post Intensive Talk
Posted from my journal entry of 2/10/13 I’m reading When Your Husband is Addicted to Pornography, Healing Your Wounded Heart by Vickie Tiede in the wake of discovering H’s addiction. The author...
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Walking Underwater
When I was a little girl I was so skinny I could literally walk from the shallow end of a swimming pool to the bottom of the deep end without floating. Back then it was great entertainment to move...
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Squirrel!
I’m learning about triggers. H’s and mine. I’m learning about lots of things I never dreamt of ever having to think about. Today I’d like to share about how we came up with a good way to make each...
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Hope
Today I leave for Bethesda Workshops Healing for Partners, a 4-day intensive designed to help individuals recover from their SO’s porn addiction. I leave with mixed feelings. Fear (my not-so-new...
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It’s all about… me?
Wow. I am back from 4 days of intense discovery. Self-discovery. I am a co-addict. I have co-addictive behaviors up the wazoo. I have been frantically attempting to manage my husband’s addiction...
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Am I?
So Damn Lucky ~ Dave Matthews Band Everythings different With my head in the clouds I hit this corner With my foot on the gas I started sliding, I lose it Everything’s different just like that Oh my...
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Showing Up
One thing I learned at the Bethesda Healing Workshops was the importance of coming to “the show-up place.” This place is one of transparency. Honesty. Openness. It’s the place where I need to come...
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Of Intimacy and Light Bulbs
When they told me sex addiction is not about sex and all about intimacy, they were so right! I am seeing this more and more. About a week and a half ago I noticed we were having an issue – H was...
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